Wednesday, May 24, 2006
sorry for lack of posts. no mood to blog i guess.
past few days were pretty fine. training was good ystd. felt good. but i think i went too hard and now. im SHAGGED. and feeling emo again. went to sdsc. had a pretty good talk with kenneth. didnt want to at first cos well. i dont like talking when im tired. but well. proved to be fruitful. (: felt better after that.
ah well. not training tmr. i need the break. so what if it's one session. i'll take a year off if i could. but i cant. so. one session off is pretty good. aching all over. tired. bored. stressed. hurrr. like it matters.
ah well on to HAPPIER things.
american idol finale has passed and i think it's gonna be taylor. katharine has a chance but it's gonna be close. i still hope she wins though.
efffffff la. nothing. just tired.
hmm. so. like. what happens when i just wanna quit it all and go lie down forever?
somewhere over the rainbow, blue birds fly i love rainbows you know? i love peace you know? i love silence sometimes you know? but you know what i reallllly love? TIME TRAVEL! heee. im sooooo random and you think im crappy but i dont care.
i wanna time travel back to the past and undo some stuff. maybe just MAYBE i'll be happier now.
i mean like. isnt life supposed to be happy and enjoyed? you get only ONE life you know? why not just ENJOY it? i mean you can add in the occasional stress and stuff but it's supposed to be happy overall right??
urk. tomorrow will be better. right?
I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!