Wednesday, April 26, 2006
woop woop. training that day was eeaaasy peasy. im still tired though. my elbow's giving me problems. ah. shucks. back still giving me problems too. hmm. tmr. i dont wanna go fer training. but. no choice eh? stand chart after that. i have so much to do now from everyone and everywhere that im thinking: SHIIIIITTTT LAAAAA.
so tiring. irritating. annoying. urk urk urk.
what happened to the good ol days when ppl just wanted me to swim. ONLY. and not multi task and be some kinda super human robot like thang.
i dont see how i can have a job, go attend school and train full time and yet not die. of extreme irritation and exhaustion? how? urk man. T_T im emo again. i can't help it. i feel bad now. as in. feel down and down down again. ): help.
on the HIGH side, i got lots of eye contact during south africa trip. ^_^ that makes me happy. but i still feel weird cos i think many people there thought i was a boy. ah. haha.
funnay shit.
WATCH SUPER NANNY TMR! bloooody evil sister la. bangs her younger sister's head on the wall. EVIL I TELL YOU.
okay. i'm suddenly feeling a lil burned out again. i feel like taking like 2 or 3 days rest but. well. i have a feeling i can't? or smth like that. I NEED A BESTIE. my sister's bestie is beside her now and i feel LONELY. T_T i need a bestie. T_T
heh. some time tmr i'll take back my words.
ah. gnight.
I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!