Wednesday, April 12, 2006
T_T i wanna go back to chalet.
it's always nice to be at chalet.
T_T had an eye opening moment(for me anyway) just now.
i was about to leave the chalet already cos it was 10 pm and my dad was there. when my friends asked me to stay LA. i wanted to stay LA.... but. cos my dad was there. i cldnt bring myself to tell him i wanted to stay. cos i KNEW deep down. if i asked my dad if i cld stay, he'd say yes. reluctantly. but still i'll feel uber guilty.
plus. i hav training tmr. and whenever i dont go training, my parents always manage to make me feel guilty for not going. and so. hur. in the end. im going for training tmr. and missing out on time spent with my friends. oh. sad life.
this just shows how chained i am to swimming. i cant wait till the day i bite these chains off. BITE. cos i'll be so ecstatic and impatient, i'll bite the chains off. metaphor la hor.
oh. man.
i hate today's moment. makes me sad. T_T
I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!