Monday, January 02, 2006
crazy on you by heart.
hmm.
weird feelings. hmm. uhmm. yup. and im bored.
OMG. training goes back to 6am tmr. OMG.
i so need help. im wondering why i even considered this. why. 6am. shit man. shit.
it's not a decent hour to be awake. argh.
argh.argh.
oh yes. i'm veryveryvery alone right now. everyone has disappeared. and if you know me, you know i dont go looking for people. even though i think i should.
i fear.
i fear being clingy.
i fear cos. i donot know why.
tada. another stupid post. *pats self on back*
well done.
*sigh*
i need to pull myself together. 3 more years. oh wait. i mean 2 more years.
2 more fucking years. i can do it.
it'll help if the bloody council hurries up and gives me my contract. activate my fucking contract damn it. it's almost a year. or half a year since i've stopped school. they've not given me anything. damn it. only thing i can say about this, shitload of wasted time.
bloody hell.
bloooooody hell.
i need to hit somebody.
sissy's feeling sucky.
bet she doesnt know i'm feeling worse than her.
bet she doesnt know if she's gonna do what she told me she wanted to do, i'd do it before her.
hoho.
emo huh?
i guess that's me then.
fucking fucked up emo lesbian. woah. label overload.
i need to bathe.. then i shall sleep. and. i hope tomorrow is a better day.
I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!