Monday, November 21, 2005
the other night.
i had. a HUGELY AWESOME feeling. i felt the years go by as i closed my eyes.
i was swimming the 100m breastroke. the turn. the strokes fast and efficient. the second half feels strong. i feel the water pass as the adrenaline rushes. my muscles never start to fail me. the finish is near and my heart beats faster, and faster. the 'T' approaches. i am just a few seconds from a once in a lifetime feeling. i touch the wall.
i look up with a little bit of fear, the crowd cheers. for me?
i see the time, i see my family, i see my coach, i see. nothing but happiness. my heart soars. i pump my fist in the air as a smile appears on my face. a smile as wide as it'll never ever be.
tears. of joy and happiness. training that i've not spent foolishly. they're NOT wasted. i feel. GREAT.
i dream. that i'll win. cos i will. i know. i will. ^_^ no one. and i MEAN NO ONE. can ever take that belief from me. don't ya know? (: COME ON MAN. BEIJING 2008. HOHO. BRING IT ON! i fear not. : D
I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!