Wednesday, November 02, 2005
i have. changed. i think. the way i treat my friends anyway.
lasttime. if my friends asked a favour, i would drop EVERYTHING to help them. why? cos i.. felt that i had to do that? to... show them i.. treasure them? stupid i know. but. that's what it felt like. then. after a long while. i realised i had to put myself first. why? people started taking me for granted. they only saw me for the help i gave. thats prolly like a couple of years ago. when i realised people were taking advantage of me.
now? i only help those i wanna help and only when i am free. why am i blogging all these? because i tend to forget how much i have changed. and why. so. yeah. thus the reason. : D ah well. g'bye.