Friday, November 04, 2005
have i mentioned how much i effing hate phones. esp those that dont stop ringing. im pissed off. mainly due to a phone that kept me up. FUCKIT. YOU'RE FRIGGIN USELESS YOU KNOW? i will admit. the ONE thing i looked forward to was having NO VOICES IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT. you really think lowering your voice will help?? damn it. IT DOESN'T OKAY! it just makes your voice sound like loud murmurs. FOUR FUCKING AM IN THE MORNING! DONT YOU HAVE ANYTHING ELSE TO DO LIKE SLEEP??? FUCK MAN. i cant stand it. i wake up, i cannot go back to sleep easily. it doesnt help when there are voices above you. or rather your voice. no insults to your voice. just that you're so fucking inconsiderate. cant you GET OUT? or smth? like STOP TALKING? HUH?
DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT! im so. sigh. and what's more i dont dare to tell you off. why?? cos im trying to be nice. TRYING. it is very trying.
shit la. it doesnt pay to be nice does it? i just have to bear with it dont i? and probably wake up FUCKING grouchy. FUCKING tired. ALL BCOS OF YOU.
im getting to sounding very whiny now. BUT WAIT. im only complaining to my blog. so. no im not whiny. good.
FUCK YOU!
it's these moments when i feel i could very well live w/o you. at least for one peaceful night. if you read this, you're gonna say, i dont talk every night what.
sure. but why do you have to choose those days when i have to wake up early? you're gonna get pissed if you see this. probably. you know what? i really dont care. because right now. i believe. i am more pissed than you'll ever be. that' how pissed off i am. now. *sigh*
I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus
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