Tuesday, October 11, 2005
it's 3am omgawrsh. i feel like peeing. and im having sleepless nights. and so. to do smth with these sleepless nights. i did smth tonight. woop. my sleepless nights character. somewhat la. HERE YA GO
phew. and rather shagged like shaggy frm scooby doo woop dee doo. oh rubbish. *giggles* i cannot stand sleepless nights. okay. im lying. i quite like sleepless nights. i listen to songs teh whole night. i read sip comics over and over again especially my fav scenes. to find the expressions to draw. to feel teh hurt of katchoo and francine. and of course david too. rarr. and dang. i've made teh sister become addicted to QC. :p it was truly unintentional. just trying to be nice and introduce a new comic to her. dang dang. anyways.
tmr.
hmm.
hopefully i dont sleep till 3pm again. get up QUITE early to eat lunch at least. breakfast time is hopeful. woop. hmm. then. after training. if i finally know what the chalet address is i shall make my way there. okay. my dad will send me there. then. hang out. have fun. see old friends again. (:
for now however. i feel as though i could just fall anytime yet i feel oh so high. this feeling aint good fer me. *CACKLES* oop. unforeseen burst of laughter.
have u ever felt like laughing for no particular reason. you can feel a burst of laughter coming and you have NO CLUE why? hurhur. then when you just laugh out loud, you pray no one heard you and if you're lucky you're alone. dang. i aint that lucky. HURHUR.
okay. from this point onwards. the post will be very emo. please skip it if you cannot bear my friggin emo-ness.
these few weeks have been fucked up. i think it's cos of the increase of the training sessions. my body is just getting beaten up. my mind too because when i get tired, i need to find it within myself to push just a lil bit harder. then because of the weak mind, i start getting dang sensitive. i see a different side of people. of myself too if that's possible. i notice the tiny bits. the supposedly unimportant stuff. haha. prolly lost everyone already. if you don't get what i mean it's okay. it's not meant for you to get. for me. only me.
anyways right. i feel friends treating me a lil harsher. hmm. dont know what way but im quite glad. all my life, ive been given way to. treated uber nice. not that im complaining. but it sucks to be treated so nice from the beginning and then having to deal with shit towards the later part of my life. there will come a time when i start work and the boss scares the shit out of me by treating me like fuck. so. im torn. should i be treated nicely? or not? hmm. confused i am. yup. okay. shouldnt worry about this now. take whatever life throws my way. hopefully i catch it. hurhur. okay. end of emo post. on to brighter stuff.
I FEEL LIKE PEE-ING. is that bright? haha. non man. non. just really feel like pee-ing. and off i go. *woosh*
I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!