Friday, September 09, 2005
Hi all. I wrote this ystd. Some thoughts. Well. My thoughts. Emo again la. >.<
I hate it when life gets to me. I hate it when i am confused. When i have to something just because. If i dont, i'll make people upset or angry. I don't like making people unhappy or upset. But sometimes, i really couldn't care. My life is getting boring and forced. I know it's wrong, but i dont really like the way my life is heading. People envy the life i have. The chance to travel. Yes. I am grateful and very lucky. But. Somehow. Just somehow. I feel life sucks. Damn these feelings.
What if i hadn't joined sports. Would i be fucking fat? and Obese and Overweight and shit? man. that would bring my number of friends down. Dont deny. If i were friggin fat and didnt care to make friends cos i were so damn insecure, i wouldnt have many friends. So. I guess that's good? Hmm. Well. Kay. I guess. there are thing about my life i dont regret and because i believe life should not have any regrets. Well. No regrets then. Just friggin emo feelings that surface once in awhile. Kayness man. Rant over.
I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!