Saturday, August 13, 2005
there are times when my emotional state hits a real low. when i start getting depressed and feeling fugged up. this is one of those times. one moment i am sho happy. the next i wanna kill someone. or rather myself.
hrm. my mind is broken. i've been using it too much these few days. i need to think less. hur. mad la.
B t K s Bt K. beatboxing is my new hobby. it ish quite fun. yeps. new hobby. and still lots of work. how awesome.
today. someone said smth. it shldnt hav hurt me. but it did. it was small and stupid for me to be hurt. but i was. sigh. i am feeling weak and vulnerable. i hope it goes away.
i am looking random today right? haha. i hav no idea what to say. i just want to say smth. anything. but smth.
hmm. i realised that of all my friends. ive been to their houses only fer chalet purposes. that is like. 3 or 4 times. wow. i am so closed up in my own home. i know no others. wth am i saying? i dno.
hmm. i m tired. i m bored. i m happy, i m depressed still. or sad. not depressed. soon to be depressed. i think. wahaha. shutup. i gotta shutup.
k'bye. peace out-
I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!