ME (:
theresa.

Thank yous(:
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Everyone else who have shown so much love and support.

Thank you all so much.

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

eh lo all. im tired. sigh. am i ready? i hope i am. i dread the day. but embrace it at the same time. all wil be happy for me yes? when i achieve my goal, all will be happy yes? including me? i hope. my dad says i wont regret it. i keep telling him i will but i will still carry on. he keeps saying i wont. TRUST ME! i WILL REGRET IT A LITTLE! how can i not? my friends in tp? how not to miss and hurt? sigh. yes i hurt easily. i cover it easily ay?
lots of practice trying to show ppl i cannot cry. hrm. i buckle. and will buckle after much hurt and pressure.
anyways. i will be happy. i will do it and then let it go. i wish i didn't have to. maybe if i have a time machine. aunty wendy was right. when ur successful and have many chances, u wish u didnt and wish it was all so friggin simple. when ur unsuccessful, u wish u were like that successful person with many chances and opportunities. sigh.
so true. i wish life were dang simple.
hurt but im now fixing.

why the hell did sports council not have the meeting earlier before i became sho fuggin attached to school. they make it a hundred times more difficult for me. and now i m expeceted to drop it. "After 3 years, you can go back to tp la"
DAMN IT! YOU THINK IT'S SO EASY??
shit la. im pissed. hrm. chill.
after 3 years, i have to learn to open up to people again and get to know them, go throught the same politics, make sure i don't tread on toes and upset ppl. btw, have i gotten into bad books of ppl? just asking. :p hmm.

this is a long entry. i have so much to rant. i will miss all. esp u.
hmm.
i like my life. people i know just make it better. dont they? aww. shucks.

sports council better treat me good. or ill leave them. ill be happy to drop it all and just lie down and let go off everything. im sho fugged up. sho tired. sho. sigh.

kay la. another emo post? sigh. i dont want anymore. i want my happy face back. happy life. i need a girlfriend/boyfriend. hurhur. cross out that boyfriend. oop. haha.

yawn. coffee still rawks my life.

[sweet dreams till sunbeams find you.
sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you.
but in your dreams whatever they be, dream a little dream of me.]

peace out.