The Unbelievably Random Rantings of a Teenage Err.

Saturday, January 01, 2005

hmmzie. =) i am here. it has been 3 hours into the new year and i feel fine. =) haha. sigh. 3am. forgive any crap written. =P well. seems like everybody has been writing of 2004 and their wishes for 2005. i suppose it's not too late eh? kays. i shall begin...

2004.. sigh.. what can i say? i can say that my eyes have been opened much more than they have ever been. in many ways. some which i can reveal here, and some i cannot. i realise that yes my confidence has soared, but it sometimes goes beyond control. my attitude, sigh. maybe i should tone it down a lil eh? hmmzie. i also realise i sometimes take my family for granted. i always treat them better when i think about alone for awhile. but.. what good is that? when i don't give them the treatment they deserve at everytime? well, i'm only human. hmmzie. kays. what else? i may regret many things in these past year, i may be unhappy with certain and it may not have been a perfect, i believe my mistakes and painful events will only make me better. =) look onwards with a smile and life will shine.

kays.. now. for 2005... i hope to learn. to appreciate, to love, to let go, to be better. sigh. step by step. i hope things will clear up in my personal life and career. yeps. well. ultimate new year resolution: try to be happier! yeps. dont worry too much of wad people think. cos that's uncontrollable. :)

and now.. the main diary content! haha. we went to hans fer dinner. =P yumm. as usual food was vunderful. =D the coffee is my fav there. =D after that, we went to mt faber. blasted the car stereo like kerazzy. strummed imaginery guitars. left fer east coast and den waited fer the flares to be set off by the ships around there. waited, waited, talked, took pics, waited.. and.. tada~ finally. flares. nth spectacular. but it was satisfactory. =) and den.. wahaha. on da way home. we shouted 'happy new years' to peeps. man. were they shocked! like. OMG. haha. one taxi driver was nice. he waved back. =) well. i believe we 3(me, bro and sis) made peeps happy. even for the moment. =) sigh. its the new year! wads there to frown upon? =) its a new beginning. nvr too late ya noe? haha.. =X hmmzie. well, den... came home.. was gonna get shandy but.. no more. so.. we got other drinks. bathed, took green tea can, chips, sat down and watched 'Interview with the Vampire' .. I HAVE BEEN WAITING A LONG TIME FOR THIS SHOW!!! -ahem- excuse me. =X i hav read the book b4 and hav been waiting to watch the show. =) oh well. im a happy person now. XD hmmzie. my sis's best friend is staying over and man.. i think there shall be no sleep allowed fer me tonite. haha. =X hmmzie. kays peeps. i tink this is the LONGEST entry eVA! haha. ciao. love ya'all. peace out~